"There are no atheists in foxholes."
I used to hear that saying as I was growing up in World War II and Korean War days. I learned another version of the saying from reading the sociology of the military: soldiers in combat do not think about patriotism, or defending the flag, or defeating Communism. A soldier in combat focuses on comrades, the men or women sharing danger and the possibility of death.
I was meditating on my faith in God. When I do that, I feel the way those soldiers in combat are said to feel. I am not so sure about God. I am afraid that my thoughts about God come more from my own inner needs than from "reality." What I do know is that there are people around me who are focused on God at important moments in their lives: the birth of a child, committing oneself in marriage, facing death. And it is important to me to be with those people. It is important that my story be part of their story.
We people of faith are soldiers in foxholes. We are not sure about God, or about Jesus, or about the Holy Spirit. But we are with other people. Those people will stay involved with us no matter what. We are all part of the story of Jesus, and of God. Of course, some people in the story do evil things. But evil is part of the Christian story, even the story of Jesus. Evil can be redeemed.
My story is woven into the stories of Christian people down through the centuries, and Jewish people before them. Every story I read, in the Old Testament, or the New Testament, or in Christian history, is a spot-weld attaching me to the great story of Jesus Christ.
Writers like Sigmund Freud argue that being an adult requires you to admit that there is no meaningful story about human life. We are just thrown into a meaningless universe, the product of chance evolution. But that theory, that each of our stories is meaningless, does not draw us closer to other people. That story isolates people. Every human being ought to experience love, over and over again.
Love is passionate, respectful, vulnerable, faithful involvement. Involvement requires someone besides myself.
Science says that we can never prove a statement true. We can only prove statements false. Scientists operate on faith. They accept theories--and a theory is jsut a story based on observations--which are only provisionally true. That truism about science suggests that it is not infantile to believe that every human being ought to be able to love.
Once you admit that everybody ought to experience love, the next question is, why?
Because God made us to love. That's the larger story.
I have been thinking about death lately. Being 82 years old does that to you. A few weeks ago I was preaching, and out of my mouth came a phrase, prepared for me by Allstate, that sums up my faith: "You're in good hands."
That's how I look at death. I don't know more than anyone else. But I know that when I die I will be in good hands.
I got that story from my people, Jews and Christians, and sometimes even from Muslims and people of other faiths.
We are not alone.
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Sunday, August 13, 2017
Galileo's troubles continue
Four hundred years ago, the Church
condemned Galileo for insisting that the earth goes around the sun. That
condemnation contributed to a gap between religion and science in the Christian
world, and resulted in centuries of educated people disassociating themselves
from the Catholic community. Then, in the 1980s, Pope Saint John Paul II
reversed the condemnation, admitting that the Church was wrong to condemn the
man.
We are in the process of repeating
the seventeenth century mistake of the Church. The Church in our country,
through the leadership of its bishops, is condemning the Galileos of our time.
In the process we are escalating conflict in our society and reducing the
possibilities for peaceful resolution of those conflicts.
This mistake is occurring in the
areas of sexuality and reproduction.
Official Church doctrine, repeated
by Popes John Paul II and Benedict, is that human life begins at the moment of
conception. This doctrine then leads to official disapproval of almost all
forms of contraception, and then to opposition to any agencies that promote
those forms of contraception. The issue is off limits to discussion. And here
is where the resemblance to the issue of Galileo is most powerful--the refusal
to permit discussion.
On what grounds does the Church
insist that human life begins at conception? The argument: it has always been
held. But has it? One reputable article questions the assumption. The article
was published in one of the foremost theological journals of this country, Theological
Studies, back in 1990. The authors were Allan Wolter, OFM and Thomas A.
Shannon, a former friar then teaching at Worcester Polytechnic Institute.
Wolter, a member of my Franciscan province, had been president of the American
Catholic Philosophical Association back in the 1950s, and had spent his entire
career relating scholastic works, especially the writings of the Franciscan
John Duns Scotus, to present-day physics and cosmology. Shannon was a
nationally-known ethicist. The article was titled "Reflections on the
Moral Status of the Pre-embryo."
To delve into the question of
"has the Church always held that human life begins at conception?" is
to risk condemnation, which has economic consequences if one is working at a
Catholic institution. Wolter was retired and Shannon was working at a secular
institution.
The issue is made politically
explosive by linking it to the issue of abortion. Abortion opponents too easily
equate contraception with abortion and abortion with murder. The term
"murder" is highly charged emotionally, which leads to intransigence
in politics. The intransigency has driven pro-life politicians from the
Democratic party, and led to the hardening of that party into adopting an
anti-life platform.
What we need to do is to go back to
the original issue: how can we talk about when human life begins, and all the
associated questions, in a way that is amenable to scientific evidence? The
Church now is operating in a science-less environment, which is why I liken the
situation to that of Galileo.
How
did we get here?
The official Church has arrived at
this juncture because of three historical events. The first was the declaration
by the First Vatican Council in 1870 that the Pope is infallible. The actual
declaration could be interpreted as limited to only two instances: the
declaration in 1854 that Mary was conceived immaculate, and the definition in
1950 that Mary was assumed body and soul into heaven. But infallibility has a
tendency to creep into "anything that a pope has said."
Then there was the declaration by
Pope Leo XIII in 1879 that the teaching of Thomas Aquinas is the official
philosophical and theological basis for Catholic thought.
The third is the unfortunate effect
of Sigmund Freud's antipathy to religion.
As a member of the Franciscan
Order, I am supported by the refusal of my Franciscan mentors to accept Pope
Leo's declaration as binding. We Franciscans have our own philosophical and
theological tradition, going back to Scotus, and we see both Aquinas and Scotus
as scholars seeking for truth within the limits of their time and intellectual
environments. Neither man can be looked at as an infallible guide to how we
should approach issues in our day.
One of my Franciscan colleagues
used to say that every time Bishop Fulton Sheen went on TV he set psychiatry
back five years. Bishop Sheen portrayed psychiatry, with its origins in the
writings of Freud, as useless, because mentally distressed Catholics just
needed to go to confession. The rejection of Freud has led to a suspicion of
all social science, and thereby to the kind of attitudes that gave us Galileo.
An aside: Much of the disastrous
reaction of our Church leaders to the abuse of children was based on their
rejection of psychiatry and the belief of those leaders that abuse of children
is a moral issue that could be healed by repentance. If pedophilia is a moral
failing, a repentant abuser could be considered assignable to a different
ministry site--transfer was considered an adequate punishment for a repentant
priest or religious.
In defense of my Catholic
social-science-denying fellow-believers, we are not alone. Much of secular
society shares the same denial of social scientific evidence.
But an official denial of
scientific evidence by an organization as powerful as the Catholic Church leads
to a rejection by scientists of that organization. The refusal of Church
authorities to discuss issues of sexuality is the cause of much of the loss of
Catholic Church membership in the last decade or so. How could I prove that
statement? I could prove it by social-science surveys, but my
social-science-denying fellow believers will reject my use of social science
methods. We are in the realm of anti-intellectualism not so different from that
of our Muslim brothers and sisters.
Science
and Peace-making
It has always been the hope of
scientists that their work would contribute to the well-being of society, and
especially to the resolution of conflicts. That hope has been frustrated by the
reality that politics always trumps science. No matter what science says, if a
politician finds a scientific finding politically damaging, the politician will
find reasons to reject the science. Think global warming.
The abortion issue and its related
conflicts are on the way to legitimating a new civil war, tearing apart our
society. When we reject discussion based on science, we contribute to the likelihood
that deadly conflict will occur.
The Church since Galileo has
maintained the official position that religion and science are not in conflict.
What the Church needs to do is to act on that position, and allow scientific
evidence to shape the moral injunctions that flow from the findings of science,
including social science. The Church needs to enter into moral discussions of
reproductive issues with the attitude of genuine seeking of truth, not of
claiming that official Church positions have been held by everyone from all
time without evidence that such consensus actually existed.
Tuesday, July 4, 2017
Good Liturgy
One of the sad features of being
poor in this country is that the poor are too often cut off from the
"social capital" of relatives and friends who could serve to support
them in many ways. Conversely, economically poor immigrant communities often do
well because in spite of their lack of resources, the social capital of the
community enables people to live decently and advance economically.
One example: child care. A single
parent with nearby relatives and friends can get help caring for children when
an unforeseen demand calls the parent away from the children. Since one feature
of being poor is being at the mercy of impersonal bureaucracies which make
unpredictable demands at inconvenient times, this is an important benefit, and
can make the difference between a stable home for children and a chaotic and
even dangerous environment for them. The chaos then contributes to future
instability and psychological disabilities.
Once in a class I asked a student
who had described herself as having been poor what it was like to be poor. She
replied, "You move a lot." Moving a lot cuts social ties.
The economically poor are one of
the most unchurched populations in our society. This is probably the result
both of the "moving a lot" and of the social stigma of poverty that
makes people reluctant to associate with judgmental religious people who they
think will blame them for their poverty.
A church is a group of people who
are involved with each other on the basis of religious beliefs and practices.
If the church is based on the Christian Gospel, the involvement of the members
will be loving--it will be characterized by passion, respect, vulnerability,
and faithfulness. Such involvement models love for children as they grow up,
which is probably why many new parents gravitate to churches when they are
beginning to raise their own children. As they become involved in a faith
community, they strengthen the social ties that provide them with social
capital. The involvement has economic consequences.
But religious belief and moral
custom need to be reinforced by physical realities. We are physical creatures,
who enflesh our beliefs and customs in actions that are physically observable.
In other words, we go to church, and we do things when we are in church.
What we do in church is greatly
helped by a tradition that has people before us doing those things. When our
parents have gone to church and sat and stood and knelt and sang and walked
forward to receive Communion, it is easier for us to follow the same scripts. As
we follow those scripts, hopefully we experience the same emotions that our
parents experienced, and this shared experience cements our ties to the
community.
But this cement has to be
reinforced by social ties outside the church building. Here is where the U.S.
Catholic community discovered that a parochial school can create social
capital. The parents of children in a parochial school have to become involved
with each other because they have to raise money to support the school. The
bishops who mandated, back in 1884, that each parish should have a school,
thought they were preserving their children from the Protestant culture of
public schools, but what they did had the serendipitous result of making the
entire parish community more involved with each other.
I don't want to minimize the down
side of a strong religious culture. Too often parochial schools have served to
amplify racial segregation and ethnic tensions. But all human institutions are
sinful, and need redemption. We must always be critical of the institutions we
create, and be open to correcting their deficiencies.
Liturgy
What we do in church can help or
hinder loving involvement in a church community. What we do in church buildings
we call "liturgy."
When I think of good liturgy, I
think of a saying of a famous psychologist of an earlier generation, Erik
Erikson. He was describing the behavior of a mother with her child, but his
words fit a church community perfectly. What we do in church should be familiar
enough not to be frightening, and innovative enough not to be boring. Liturgy
should be familiar enough not to be frightening, and innovative enough not to
be boring.
In a Catholic context, this means
that liturgy should be based in authentic communal beliefs and customs--it
should be familiar, but it should allow for modifications pleasing to the
community--it should be innovative. If the community is African American, the
community should find comfort in symbols that are familiar in that community.
Thus parishes portray Jesus as Black, and feature the colors of Black
liberation in their decorations. The music is based in Black cultural
tradition--Gospel music as an example. A priest friend of mine pastoring in a
Native American community described the "use of the drum" as a
liturgical instrument because that instrument was important and traditional in
his community. This same pastor demonstrated for us the burning of "sweet
grass" as part of a parish ritual.
As I help out in parishes on
weekends, I find some communities that are vital and thriving, the Masses
filled with parents and children. Some of these parishes are pastored by
priests from other countries such as India or Nigeria, but the communities
continue to thrive. People in such churches strike me as comfortable in church.
The church is not an alien place. It is home, their home. They own it.
One such parish had a pastor from
India. A group of parishioners even visited his home in India with him. Church
members in India made a set of vestments for use in his church here, complete
with hangings for the altar and tabernacle pedestal.
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
The original original sin
Three threats to the future of our
society seem more and more real to me.
1.
The proliferation of nuclear material around the world makes it more and more
likely that at some point someone will use that material to destroy a city such
as Washington, D.C., or some other essential nerve center of our society.
2.
The invention of “crispr,” a tool for genetically modifying almost anything,
makes it more and more likely that someone will meddle with genetics enough to
create an organism that will create a pandemic (an epidemic that would kill
millions of people similar to the way the Black Death devastated Europe in the
middle 1300s.). The most recent issue of Time magazine warns about the
danger of a naturally occurring pandemic.
3.
Global warming is likely to create political instability in places where
millions of people will lose their homes, so that more huge waves of refugees
will overwhelm countries. Our country will not be immune to the effects of such
disruptions.
When Adam and Eve ate of the fruit
of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, they were not committing a sin
of disobedience. The story is about how humans have a drive to try new things,
and that some new things can have bad consequences, such as driving people out
of paradise. God was not testing Adam and Eve, God was preparing us for God’s
entry into the human race as a human being, because God is a God of love, not a
God of capricious testing.
Evolution is a violent process,
with a timespan of billions of years. If we believe that a personal God is
behind creation of the universe, we Christians also believe that the God of
Creation is also a God of redemption, a God who brings life and love out of
violence and disruption. Love is passionate, respectful, vulnerable, faithful
involvement. God is involved with us passionately, respectfully, vulnerably,
and faithfully. Love is stronger than death.
The history of Christian theology
has been based too much on reading Scriptures as accounts of historical events.
But Scripture is first of all literature, artistic statements of the
experiences of its authors. I can accept that God inspired its authors without
assuming that what they wrote was intended as historical description. As I read
Augustine’s City of God, I am struck by how much he takes Scripture
passages as literal descriptions of historical events. I have the same reaction
when I read Thomas Aquinas or Duns Scotus, medieval theologians with the same
assumption.
Philosophy in our day has moved
toward analyzing language, the way human beings use that most amazing facility.
As I have reflected in earlier statements on this blog, when Jesus says that if
your eye causes you to sin, you should pluck it out, we take the statement as
metaphorical. Why do we take literally the statement that the King in Matthew
25 condemns the goats on his left to eternal fire prepared for the devil and
his angels? I cannot reconcile the belief that God is a God of love with the
belief that such a God would condemn a person to eternal punishment for a
non-eternal action. “Hell” is a metaphor for Jesus’ telling us that love is
serious business, and that the failure to love can have long-lasting
consequences. How long-lasting? Jesus uses the word “eternal,” but why is that
word not a metaphor?
The Christian (and Muslim) teaching
about hell is one of the most serious obstacles to a wider acceptance of faith
by people in our world.
The Christian teaching about
original sin is a similar obstacle. It makes God seem capricious and punitive.
We have a better God than that.
Terrible things may be in store for
the human race as a result of the three developments that I described at the
beginning of this essay. If such events occur, they will not be because Adam
and Eve disobeyed a command of God. They will occur because God created humans
to push limits, and knew that sometimes when they push limits, they get hurt,
and sometimes the hurt extends down to those humans’ descendants. The story
does not end there because God also became incarnate among us, and is with us
even in catastrophe and death, and is always bringing new life out of the
violence and destruction of creation.
Friday, April 28, 2017
The Benedict Option
April 15, 2017
A couple of days ago I happened to
read an article in America magazine, the monthly magazine published by
the Jesuits. The article was a review of a book by a man named Rod Dreher, with
the title of The Benedict Option.
At first I thought the reference
was to Pope Benedict, but it is not. The book is about the first Benedict, the
St. Benedict who founded the Benedictine order back in the 400s. The America
reviewer disagreed with many of the ideas in the book, but said that
nevertheless it is a must-read. So I bought it for my Kindle.
The thesis of the book is that the
Church and the world today have become so hostile to the message of Jesus that
the only option is to create, as Benedict did, islands of faith and devotion
apart from that world. The author is just about as hard on the “conservative”
politics of our day as on the “liberal” side. Liberals have sold out to a
secularist, pagan, sex-obsessed world view that is very similar to the
world-view dominant in the late Roman Empire, the period when Benedict lived.
But conservatives have sold out equally to an individualist, market-driven
philosophy that is just as destructive of Christian life because it causes
people to withdraw from Christian community into their own private,
self-interested, worlds.
Only by withdrawing into an
environment where Christians can live in community with one another can we
survive.
I thought of those ideas as I was
preparing homilies for Holy Week, and as I prayed the psalms of the Liturgy of
the Hours for that week. And not just the psalms, but the antiphons before and
after the psalms.
The antiphons are short, one-line
excerpts from Scripture prayed before and after each psalm that put the psalm
into the context of the liturgical year. For example, the antiphon for one of
the evening prayer psalms for Holy Saturday reads: “Just as the Son of Man was
three days and three nights in the belly of the whale, so will the Son of Man
be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.” I sing those words
and once again recall both the story of Jonah and the story of Jesus.
It struck me that praying psalms
surrounded by such a context, with antiphons that make special the seasons of
Advent, Christmas, Lent, and Easter, cause one to rethink the story of Jesus,
over and over again. And that is what we need.
Because in order to be Christian,
we have to live the story of Jesus and make it our story. Hearing and thinking
about the story of Jesus year after year puts us again and again into that
story, until we become natural inhabitants of the world of Jesus. And that
makes us Christians.
I don’t think we have to withdraw
from the world on order to do that. I live in a world where email and Facebook
and text messages are present, but are under control. I am of an age where I
don’t have to be present at every ceremonial event in town, or express an
opinion on every topic that people are discussing. Of course, it helps that I
am retired. But us retired folks can enrich our world as much as younger folks.
I would think that anyone can build
a life around the Liturgy of the Hours, get more and more into the story of
Jesus, and still live in a busy world, with enough discipline to keep life from
destroying “the spirit of prayer and devotion,” the phrase that St. Francis
used in his Rule.
It doesn’t have to be the Liturgy
of the Hours. I have read that the Dominican rosary, with fifteen decades, was
intended as a substitute for the 150 psalms. But my problem with the Dominican
rosary is that its fifteen mysteries completely leave out the public life of
Jesus. I fixed that by creating five “public mysteries.” I beat John Paul II’s “luminous
mysteries” by a few years.
I have this feeling: I know who I
am. We know who we are. We are people living the story of Jesus, and living all
the stories that lead up to Jesus, such as the story of Abraham and David and
Isaiah and Jeremiah. We are bathed in those stories. They are what make us
Christian.
That’s what we need. I don’t agree
with Mr. Dreher that we have to withdraw from the world. I don’t agree that
same-sex marriage is a sign of the end of Christianity. Maybe it’s because
Francis of Assisi rejected Benedict’s approach. Francis decided that his
followers were to get out into the world and deal with it, not withdraw from
it.
Sunday, April 23, 2017
On the value of Scripture
April 5, 2017
News these days is depressing. Just
this morning the U.S. Attorney General is announcing that the Justice
Department will no longer push city police departments regarding discrimination
issues. Russia says that the chemical attack in Syria is the work of rebels,
not of their Syrian ally. The Senate is about to take one step further into
polarization and deadlock by requiring only a simple majority vote to confirm
Mr. Gorsuch as a Supreme Court judge. The people with money are more and more
successful in steering both legislatures and courts in their favor.
I have the feeling that I am
swimming in a sea where moral sensitivity has given way to power as the
all-determining factor.
I shouldn't be so shook up. Most of
the human race is living under conditions similar to what I am complaining
about. And it always has.
Which brings me back to the psalms,
and to the Scriptures in general.
I grant that the writings of what
we Christians call the Old and New Testaments are the products of human
authors, writing under the constraints of their times and cultures. Yet my
Church maintains that overall those writings are guided by God's Holy Spirit.
Suppose that more people would live
in worlds shaped by those Scriptures. They would know the stories and they
would pray the prayers that have come down to us. True, those stories and
prayers can be interpreted in many ways, some of them very destructive. But my
experience has been that the world shaped by the Scriptures is a gentle world,
sensitive to the needs of others, and conducive to lives characterized by
passionate, respectful, vulnerable, faithful involvements of people with each
other--in other words, characterized by love.
The psalms in particular remind me
that their origins were in a world where the powerful took advantage of the
powerless, and where people routinely betrayed one another. In other words,
they lived in a world where sin existed. We don't live in a world where sin
exists. We make mistakes, but we never sin.
We live in a world where the god that
is commonly worshipped is the god of Profit, Income, Investments. This god is
relentless and heartless. It demands sacrifices similar to what the ancient
Aztec people demanded when they had to sacrifice a certain number of prisoners
every day to appease their gods. Our world's god creates poverty, explains it
as a temporary deviation from a process that will never end, and turns away
when lives are destroyed by poverty. That god deadens its people by
electronics, the opium of the people.
The Christian scriptures and their
Jewish antecedents show us a different God. Their God is probably more like the
God that a devout Muslim worships than like the god of Profit, Income, and
Investments. They call God Allah. I rather like that name. God can handle more
than one name.
Some of our Christian neighbors
give the Scriptures a bad reputation when they equate the Scriptures with God
incarnate, and then proceed to dictate what those Scriptures require. But we
Catholics are guilty of the same mistake when we make the Pope God incarnate.
Papal infallibility is a pernicious doctrine. It has locked Catholic orthodoxy
into political demands that are destructive, such as the opposition to
contraception that keeps poorer nations from receiving aid. In our country it has
contributed to the poisoning of our political discourse about the abortion
issue. When we decide that people who don't agree with us are evil, our worst
instincts are fired up and we go to war.
So we too are sinful, just like the
people that have prayed the psalms down through the years. I wish more of us
could live in the world that the Scriptures create for us.
Monday, April 3, 2017
In praise of messiness
This all started with my thinking about how and when God became incarnate--became a human being.
God did it in such a messy way. Why do it several million years after the human race evolved? Why do it in an out-of-the-way corner of the Roman Empire?
And then there is the healing. Why didn't Jesus get the job done? He cured people; why couldn't he have cured everybody once and for all?
I was reading a psalm. The translation is such a mess. Somewhere along the line somebody copied something wrong and now the words make no sense. Furthermore, we have the language problem. It is always messy when you translate one language into another. You had the original Hebrew words, then the Greek that seventy scholars translated 200 years before Christ, then the Latin that Jerome translated 400 years after Christ, then the King James translation that a bunch of Anglican scholars translated in the 1600s, and finally the exploding number of translations being made today, for all kinds of people and all kinds of purposes. Why couldn't God have gotten this straightened out so we could all read God's word clearly in our own languages?
Those are religious questions. Then we have the scientific discoveries.
We have learned that children growing up in too-perfect environments end up without the antibodies that could protect them from diseases and allergies. It seems better for us if we grow up in messiness.
We developed antibiotics to kill off the bugs that make us sick, and now we realize that there are trillions of bacteria inside our intestines that keep us healthy and even allow us to digest our food. When we soak our intestines with antibiotics, we get even sicker. We are so hell-bent on improving our world that we are destroying huge numbers of species, especially huge numbers of species of bacteria, without even knowing it.
In fact, when we are too successful at making our world look perfect and orderly according to our vision, we make things worse. For centuries the monks drained "swamps." Today we call those swamps "wetlands," because we have learned that they do important things for our environment. Seventy-five years ago engineers straightened out the Mississippi River near New Orleans so ships could go directly into the Gulf of Mexico. We realize now that the straightening contributed to the destruction of marshes and now Louisiana is losing thousands of acres of land every year to the Gulf.
Then there is death. Death is messy. It shouldn't be part of our plan. Yet it is.
The fact is, God comes to us in messiness. I always thought that our calling was to straighten out the evils of the world and make things better for everybody (the engineering impulse). Maybe I've missed the point that God comes to us right where we are. That doesn't mean that we should quit trying to help others. But it is the love behind our helping others that counts, not the improvement in others' lives. The improvement may or may not come; the love sticks.
The poor. Poverty is messy. Poor neighborhoods are ugly. God loves beauty. We should be turning ugliness into beauty, right? Right, but the messiness of poverty is where God is. God wants love in the midst of messiness. That's the main point.
In fact, it's the main point of the universe. All these billions of years of incredible smashing and burning and random evolution have allowed a tiny piece of the whole universe to be alive and to be able to love and therefore to be able to love its Creator in return. It doesn't seem very efficient. It's messy.
I look out my window and see all kinds of trees and bushes and weeds and birds and insects and cars driving on paved streets with potholes. We have planted the trees in some kind of order, and we "trim" them so they look nice to us, but we know that they have done fine in the woods for millions of years without us.
We live and die in the midst of messiness. God is with us in the midst of messiness. We love in the midst of messiness. God loves us in the midst of messiness. That's the story of God. That's our story.
God did it in such a messy way. Why do it several million years after the human race evolved? Why do it in an out-of-the-way corner of the Roman Empire?
And then there is the healing. Why didn't Jesus get the job done? He cured people; why couldn't he have cured everybody once and for all?
I was reading a psalm. The translation is such a mess. Somewhere along the line somebody copied something wrong and now the words make no sense. Furthermore, we have the language problem. It is always messy when you translate one language into another. You had the original Hebrew words, then the Greek that seventy scholars translated 200 years before Christ, then the Latin that Jerome translated 400 years after Christ, then the King James translation that a bunch of Anglican scholars translated in the 1600s, and finally the exploding number of translations being made today, for all kinds of people and all kinds of purposes. Why couldn't God have gotten this straightened out so we could all read God's word clearly in our own languages?
Those are religious questions. Then we have the scientific discoveries.
We have learned that children growing up in too-perfect environments end up without the antibodies that could protect them from diseases and allergies. It seems better for us if we grow up in messiness.
We developed antibiotics to kill off the bugs that make us sick, and now we realize that there are trillions of bacteria inside our intestines that keep us healthy and even allow us to digest our food. When we soak our intestines with antibiotics, we get even sicker. We are so hell-bent on improving our world that we are destroying huge numbers of species, especially huge numbers of species of bacteria, without even knowing it.
In fact, when we are too successful at making our world look perfect and orderly according to our vision, we make things worse. For centuries the monks drained "swamps." Today we call those swamps "wetlands," because we have learned that they do important things for our environment. Seventy-five years ago engineers straightened out the Mississippi River near New Orleans so ships could go directly into the Gulf of Mexico. We realize now that the straightening contributed to the destruction of marshes and now Louisiana is losing thousands of acres of land every year to the Gulf.
Then there is death. Death is messy. It shouldn't be part of our plan. Yet it is.
The fact is, God comes to us in messiness. I always thought that our calling was to straighten out the evils of the world and make things better for everybody (the engineering impulse). Maybe I've missed the point that God comes to us right where we are. That doesn't mean that we should quit trying to help others. But it is the love behind our helping others that counts, not the improvement in others' lives. The improvement may or may not come; the love sticks.
The poor. Poverty is messy. Poor neighborhoods are ugly. God loves beauty. We should be turning ugliness into beauty, right? Right, but the messiness of poverty is where God is. God wants love in the midst of messiness. That's the main point.
In fact, it's the main point of the universe. All these billions of years of incredible smashing and burning and random evolution have allowed a tiny piece of the whole universe to be alive and to be able to love and therefore to be able to love its Creator in return. It doesn't seem very efficient. It's messy.
I look out my window and see all kinds of trees and bushes and weeds and birds and insects and cars driving on paved streets with potholes. We have planted the trees in some kind of order, and we "trim" them so they look nice to us, but we know that they have done fine in the woods for millions of years without us.
We live and die in the midst of messiness. God is with us in the midst of messiness. We love in the midst of messiness. God loves us in the midst of messiness. That's the story of God. That's our story.
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